Today, I've got Sports Day in my school. I have participated in badminton, hoping to win this time again. But, I've been diagnosed with groin pain. Man! That hurts so bad. Really!! I'm facing a lot of difficulty walking. I guess it happened because of my excessive riding on the bicycle. I ride it so fast. Still, I'm walking somehow.
I took the day off unwillingly as I couldn't move, and without moving my legs, I would have definitely lost the game! Talking of life, today I saw a very bad dream - I saw a girl I know hurting me. Lol! I just can't express what happened.
As for my studies, it's been zero. But my overconfidence is still high, as always. I didn't make any New Year resolutions, and my days have been totally wasted so far. I don't have the will to change. I woke up at 9 a.m. on January 1st and took a bath as late as 4 p.m. Nothing new or special happened. That's how I've made my life. The only beautiful thing is I've made this life for myself. And if needed, I can change. Who knows? Whether I'll be able to do that or not.
I've stuck myself to what Krishna says is 'maya.' I've stuck myself on such a level that I don't even realize it! This is the irony with myself - I do work ordinarily, but when it comes to talking, I'll consider myself a great achiever, someone who belongs to something great. Even I'm done with these things.
I've dumped many relationships of mine due to this same reason. Like, everything is going all right, and suddenly this thought would strike my mind, and I'll take very little time to dump that thing. I've had many losses due to this. But I consider myself a good person because I don't keep others dependent on me so much. Once they start relying on me, I dump them. Lol!
Recently, I was talking to a girl I admire - the type I've always admired. I mean, she was so good. But she started taking interest in me, and guess what? I dumped her also in my mind. Like, I dropped that image of admiration for her from my mind. Not totally, but yeah, somewhat! But she is really good.
I sometimes think about the days when I'll become something great, and everyone will be curious to know about me, and they'll see this blog. I'll have followers, and people will love me. In my next post, I'll tell you about the people I admire. Okay? Stay tuned.
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